Clouded Mindstate

School is out, its summer time, and im in cali for da summer..doesn't get any better than that right?? naa see musicaly i feel alot stronger after dropping "The Recital". feedback was crazy good shoutouts to Yung Rex, Rio, Freaky, Lo, J Dub and reg. but lately all i seem to think about is what it really means to be musically successful. the way i look at it is i could drop a million mixtapes and "my peers" can say they fuk wit it but where does that get me?? as the days go by i cant help but to think about what ima do after that graduation date. see music to me is a must of course school also is but some people perform better in dfferent tasks then others. school isnt one of my strong points but in a studio i feel like one of the strongest people alive. i hear the same thing from almostt every adult like ''kareem you really need 2 tlk ith tianna and figuere out wat yall gon do, you now this next year is gon fly by". well the other day i told her that i was thinking bout it and all she had 2 say as "why are you thinkin about that"..after she said that it hit me that IM going to hav to be successful on my own and if she really cares like she says she does and does he even no wat love means. she knows what i feel for her i been thru so much wit her n put up wit so much wit her all for wat?? but ima hav 2 start gettin my shyt togetha asap. just 2daay i was at 711 and i stole sum stuff and after doing it i thought to myself wat if this is wat im doin years from now wen my lil man needs more then he does now. shyt beats me... but thass all for now b on da loook 4 more post

"I WANT A CHANCE 2 SHINE AND SHOW THE HATIN EYE THAT IAM- MORE THEN WAT I SEEM 2 B N IT SEEMS 2 B- THAT IMA UPCOMIN ROOKIE LIKE HASHEEM THABET" -TEK